January 2010
102 posts
Its 3.34. AGAIGN people assume i am like every other person. I wish i was, but i
need something more out of life.
My friends, they are sitting in mikeys lounge, chatting, i can’t. I will, but it won’t ne true, i need to breate. This is an intense post for which i will DEFINATELY regret, but whatever. Live a little, lets dance
December 2009
57 posts
I want something to happen this new years eve, something different, something exciting, if it doesn’t.. i’ll make it happen.
I always cry on this night, I never know why, i’m not unhappy and its never sad crying, just emotions coming out in the form of tears. All kind of different emotions, intertwining into teardrops.. because thats all i can do. Maybe this time i’ll...
I have a post christmas/ pre new year war with myself. Its beginning today. I don’t know what to do with myself and try not to think that another year has gone by, the hardest year.
Been in Oxford for the past few days, I can tell i’m going to move back there when i’m older. We stayed in an enormous traditional house, with a garden which seemingly never ended. Our friends were...
I love beth :)
Christmas is beautiful, warm, tastey and lovely.
I’m so hungover, went into town last night with friends from work :) Messy times. Got in at 3 in the mourning, after many tequila shots and alot of dancing!
Today went to a cafe, didnt feel so great so thought food would help- i was wrong. I then felt ill at the second Riva pub gathering and stuck to the water! Secret Santa’s fun.
The...
I just had the most absurd feeling that something terrible just happened. What to do with it?
I want to be able to throw everything up in the air. But if i do, it will come crashing back down.
“I believe we write our own stories & each time we think we know the end, we...”
– (via poeticheartache)
Finally school ended on Friday, Friday was a day to myself, i was feeling ill so sorted my mind. It felt so good to know i didn’t have to go to sixth form on monday.. that my weekend wasn’t just a pause, but the start of a break. Thats what i need- a break. But i have SO much to do, its going to spoil my christmas unless i get it done TOMMOROW. Yes tommorrow. 3 pieces of coursework, is...
Tears gone cold i’m wondering why i got out of bed alone, its not so bad, its not so bad. - Dido
I want to do something strange, its late but i want to go for a run or in the sea. Escape and carry on untill i fall asleep.
Apologies for the many clothing posts, i’m having one of those nights. I keep seeing pictures and outfits which HAVE to go on here. This means i will probally shop tommorow. I need to go to clobber, i want something furry and some shoes.. boots preferabley.
Today i wrapped christmas presents, decorated my room, ran, listened to micheal buble and watched bridget jones. Troubles are out of sight.
“Miracles are like meatballs, because nobody can exactly agree on what they are...”
– Lemony Snicket (The Carnivorous Carnival) (via misswallflower)
Wonderland
I’m definatley beginning to feel wonderful, wonderful wonderful time of the year. Yesterday was ‘festive wednesday’, i dressed as a star.. the creation didn’t go so great but the final product was acceptable. Compared to some people who didnt bother, idiots. After school, still dressed in thinck white tights with tinsel over myself (i’d hidden the actual star), i...
“She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via misswallflower)
“She is too fond of books, and it has turned her brain.”
– Louisa May Alcott (Work: A Story of Experience)
