January 2010
102 posts
Question of fate fluttered into my head today. I really do think everything happens for a reason, i’m not religous, and i’m not sure whether i’m spiritual, this is probally the only belief i have.
It came up when questioning women not being able to have children, if i cant have children, then thats the way its supposed to be.
Then i thought, if i die tommorow, its meant to...
Today i found the bonus in diet coke, it has caffine in it, which means a lively danielle all day! Drama day was good as per usual, this time we got alot done but not before popping for Londis haa. I was late this mourning because i really wanted to use this thermo flask mum got me for christmas, so i had to make the perfect tea. You know one of my friends has a tea recipe which consists of half...
I had such a bad day yesterday i couldn't even...
Better now tho. I’m really starting to dream of summer, i want to feel warmth, not superficial warmth from the radiators. All the clothes. Or lack of. The beach and the feeling of floaty freedom that comes with it. Just lying, all day, and laughing.
Today i had a full day of lessons, i felt so crappy because of yesterday’s resentment that i couldn’t have a good phone...
Today has been a day when i had to remind myself to breathe.
I needed to keep focus, i couldnt do what i wanted to do, i did what i had to do. This is the only time i feel able to talk properly all day, Oh apart from lunchtime with the girls. We had one of the best chats in a long time and came to conclusion we don’t want to be in a mixed school Ha. After that i had a productive day,...
“I like the idea of beauty with a broken surface.”
– Olaf Hajek, illustrator and fine artist (via helen-of-troy) (via teatime-with-nikki) (via happymeltedcity)
I’m wondering why i bite my nails so much. Grandma used to say its nerves, i’m not a nervous person. I think it started as boredom, i would do it infront of the TV. When i went abroad, i didn’t bite atall. Now its just habit, bad habits.. i have alot of those.
I have loads of eneergy from all the junk ive eaten today, i keep fidgeting haha!
This feels good.. now onto Alias for chats and takeaway!
I’m smiling :)
My brain’s abit spaced today, i’ve not really been thinking- just doing. I had like two lessons today but they were spread out with 4 hours inbetween, so i went home :) I liked going home, when i got back into school i felt happier and more alert. School makes me feel dreary, so does this cloudy weather. I feel they are just drooping over me and making me miserable. Today it...
I did alot of school work this evening. It got to about half 8, pitch black outside, i wanted to go on a run. I told myself i shouldn’t because its dangerous, not that danger normally stops me, infact it usually spurs me on. But i didnt, now i’ve failed.. not because i didn’t run but because i tripped myself into ‘Really want to but SHOULDNT’. I hate that, the urge to...
Today i want to be in the past. I miss my favourite people. I’m happy overall, i just have a longing for when everything was easy. Way back. I want to grab my sister and tell her to enjoy herself as much as possible for the next year, because after that it gets harder. Theres always something on my mind. I need to write a list for this week, get some of these things out and onto paper.
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Since the Eiffel Tower was built, about 400 people...
eemmaa:
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tiresome:
whenskiesaregrey - suzywire - likeneelyohara
I’m not scared of whats ahead. I dont mind being part of some crazy universe where you only make sense to yourself. Its invigorating not knowing why we are here, its not frightening because everybodies in the same boat. Just drifting.
