December 2010
33 posts
There are often people. These people aren’t like other people, they are shining people. These shining people confuse me, because they seem so plain, so empty. But they shine, because they are pretty. Others are simply drawn to them, they allow them to seep, allow them to express. Then because it is allowed, and encouraged, they shine. I trust certain peoples judgement, so accept that the...
I’ve spent my day out of the rain, making beths christmas present, doing my cards + wrapping, and eating chocolate. It’s definately christmas. Tommorow im going to the gym and out with beth :) AND I’VE GOT NO MORE WORK FOR THE WEEK :)
To make you feel my love
I know you haven’t made your mind up yet, but I would never do you wrong. I’ve known it from the moment that we met, no doubt in my mind where you belong. I’d go hungry; I’d go black and blue, and I’d go crawling down the avenue. No, there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do to make you feel my love.
I’ll be blue for you
Early new years resolutions.
Start reading again
Save more money, like £30 a week atleast.
Spend more money on clothes. (I know these contradict but i have been good this year)
Go to the gym more (its sucking my money so i need to use it, i sound like a middle aged woman)
Eat healthy (my skin is dying because of my unhealthy habits)
Be good to my skin
Be good to my liver
Search for work experience and sort it out
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We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors, they drown us out to sea.
When we were young everything was so fantastic. It was all so dreamy, so easy. The snail in the backgarden would be your friend, loosing a game of hide and seek with your sister would be the worst part of the day, going to bed was a chore you would rather not do and skipping overthrew walking. It scares me that in 10 years time i will look back and realise that everything is so much easier, right...
I’ve had a boring day at school and have discovered in drama that i am repulsed by myself on camera. I have also discovered that control coursework is a pile of bull and it is extremely difficult to write well in a room full of people debating depression. I’m feeling frustrated today and need to vent some anger at the gym. I’m seeing Beth tonight though so i will be fine in an...
I need more self motivation. For everything. Sometimes i fail to have the motivation to talk.
I’m addicted to lying in bed thinking. Its a terrible, time wasting habit. It also meens i think way too much, about everything.
I missed my Yoga class this morning :’(
I’ve got to decide on an english coursework title tonight. It’s between Desire & passion, Symbolism or Comparison of the openings of the novels. I can’t make up my mind because whichever i chose, i will change my mind the next day.
Went to school for an hour because my lessons were cancelled. What a waste. Oh well i had scrambled eggs this morning :)
I managed to go to work for half an hour before feeling too sick to function. Now i’m home i feel much better, sitting on my bed eating pasta :) Thursday was snow day, it was so lovely, everything looked so much better and people were nicer. Its strange how all the rules break when this happens in England. People just wonder in the roads, park where they like, walk into peoples gardens to...
Just WOW.
What a lovely day, it was spent in the best way.
I walked with Holly and Laura to queens park and met all the twynhams, we sledged for a while on the masssiveee hillsss. Was so good, although got extremely cold. Walked to Hannahs house for a cuppa then sarah picked us up (YES IN THIS WEATHER) it was so scary driving on ice!! Now im warm at home and loving my friends right now. Its Annie’s...